A lot has happened once again since the last time I graced these pages. And I'm certain, a lot more is to come. I'm sitting at my dining room table right now staring at a mess of things: laundry waiting to be put away with more waiting to be folded, a Christmas tree needing to be put into storage, toys and more toys, two loaves of Sourdough waiting for stretch and folds. There's plenty to be doing however I'm allowing myself a bit of grace before I jump into the next project.
I'm not sure what it is that brings me back to this space. I can be gone for months and months. Years and years even. And then, one random afternoon I find myself here again. Perhaps it's a walk down memory lane...a reminder of what was. Perhaps it's a means of getting the thoughts in my head on paper (let's face it...not everything can be shared with a 10, 7 and 1 year old (HA!). Perhaps it's a craving for creativity...something more. I find myself thinking of that a lot lately while playing the song "Something More" by Sugarland on our Alexa. Coincidence I think not.
The last few years have been a struggle. In moments, almost too much. I've lost much of my passion that I used to have and in some ways, my passions have changed. So, I've been taking time to figure out where we are headed in this life. My three boys and I. I know that I don't want to return to what life was. But what that means for the future...is yet to be seen.
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